When you left I completely broke down…. I felt like a puppet you had suddenly cut the strings off and I collapsed in a heap and couldn’t move for days. Sometimes I wondered if that’s all I’d ever been to you… A toy you could play with while it suited you and then discard when you decided you didn’t want me anymore. Weather it’s true or not – that’s certainly how I felt at the time. You up and left so fast… cut the ties between us with such precision, yet I still felt connected to you because the one thing you could not sever was my heartstrings…. only I could do that for myself. The relationship was over but my love for you continued, even though it was causing me so much pain I could hardly bare it. It wasn’t easy for me… and I know that there’s still a long way to go – but I know in my heart that I’ve taken my first steps….. I’m cutting the strings; I’m closing my heart to you…. I’m starting to move on…
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